December 2009
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You know, I never thought I’d say this in such a short time but, I miss you. I do. If you think missing me is difficult, you have clearly not tried missing you. You have no idea how badly I want a hug, for you to tell me everything will be okay, for you to kiss me like you mean it. Those kisses are my favourite. Time goes so fast when I’m with you and it’s then that I wish I...
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Some people are on a high horse. They pretend they have no feelings, like nothing gets to them, like no one can break them down. That’s bullshit. Everyone hurts at some point or another, everyone finds it all too much to bear, everyone just wants to curl up in a corner. Some people are just too proud to bear their soul, to show their feelings, to put their heart on the line.
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You don't need him.
This is such a horrible situation to be in. To be caught in the middle of something you have absolutely no control over is heartbreaking. It’s even harder when it’s your best friend. You love them so much that you just want to tell them the truth, but you know the truth will break them, it will crush them and you just cant bring yourself to do it. You just cant. There are so many...
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You are talented, you will shine. I believe in you. It’s just time for you to believe in yourself. Keep your head up, babe. Don’t let yourself fall, you are stronger than that.
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“What’s the feeling that I get every single time I look deep into your...”
– Chrisette Michele - Is This The Way Love Feels?
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Clueless.
I hate that I know exactly what advice to give people who don’t know how to handle things or what to do with situations and can sit there for hours dishing out advice to them but when it comes to myself and my own life, I’m completely clueless.
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Do it for you.
Just let go. Sometimes it’s okay to be selfish. It’s okay to think about yourself. Sometimes you just need to do what’s right for you, instead of worrying about everyone else’s feelings or what they’ll think of you. If you’re happy, then you can make the people around you happy too.
“I like to see people reunited, I like to see people run to each other, I like...”
– Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathan Safran Foer (via thechocolatebrigade)
“I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does...”
– - Maya Angelou (via thechocolatebrigade)
Wow.
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After something takes place, it’s easy for someone to say to you well you could’ve done this, or you should’ve done that but in reality, it’s too late for what could’ve been so is there really any point arguing and fighting over it? You should simply work out if anything can be done to rectify the situation and do it.
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Time to let go.
See, it’s funny ‘cause I always thought I could read you like a book. But now, it just seems like all your pages are blank. I don’t see why I should talk to you first, why I should be the one to make all the conversation. It’s not like I ever did anything to you. I guess you could say I’m giving up.. But really, I just see it as letting go of what was gone already.
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Is it just me?
I don’t know what’s wrong with me. You are incredibly wonderful. You make my day – everyday. You make me laugh, so hard. You are everything I could have imagined, only better. So why? Why am I constantly wondering how long it will last? Or if I’ll get sick of being around you? Or if one day, we’ll suddenly have nothing to discuss? I don’t want that to happen with you, I honestly and truly...
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Okay, so....
Thought I’d jump on the Formspring bandwagon.. I think it’d be an interesting experiment *nods* so go on, write in it - http://www.formspring.me/itsinevitable
That is all.
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“I think the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories...”
– (via thechocolatebrigade)
So. True.
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The world.
The world is smaller than you think, the people more beautiful than you know.
“Today, when you caught me smiling and asked “What’s so funny?” I told you I was...”
– Again, no idea where this is from, but it’s adorable. I have a rather large collection of quotes, most of which are just from random websites I come across, so sorry for not putting credit!
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Boston - Augustana. Really, really good song,...
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Life.
Sometimes in life we don’t always get what we want, things don’t go exactly the way we plan them and in the end, I guess maybe those things are for the better, even if at that point in time, it doesn’t seem like it. I believe everything that happens, does for a reason. Patience really is a virtue, if you have patience, I will respect you. I don’t have much. Sometimes, it’s better...
“That evening, after we had been together for several hours, I realise that our...”
– I can’t remember where I found this quote but if I did, I’d put the credit up, sorry.
Completely random and irrelevant but.
I want my new phone. It’s hiding somewhere in my house and knowing that I have to wait another 2 days is driving me nuts :( haha.
Jak and Jil →
Good website for fashion stuff. I like it.
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Confused.
I’m confusing, I get confused and people confuse me. I over analyse things too much and I end up letting it out by listening to songs that sort of relate. It’s not giving up, it’s just.. moving on. It’s knowing when the right moment is to let go. Isn’t it funny how someone can say one thing, but do another? How one week can change so much? How you want to let them...
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It doesn’t matter how bad it gets, it could always be worse. Someone else might have it better than you but there will always be someone who’s got it ten times worse. A smile can hide the upmost pain.. While a small gesture can make you notice things you never had before. There are always more than two sides to a story, it takes experiences to make you notice that.
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I wonder
You’ve got to wonder what makes the people in this world the way they are. What fills them with so much love that they want to do good for everyone and everything? Similarly, what fills someone with so much hate that they can pull a knife on someone? Pull a trigger on a gun? Physically hurt someone? You really do have to wonder where all that hate can come from. It has to come from something...
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I just replay that moment when we hugged, over and over again.. always wishing that I’d held onto you longer.
(via crazyasmarbles)
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This a girl called Gabrielle from Youtube singing...
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It's still hard.
It’s hard pretending you’re ‘okay’ when you’re not, that you ‘don’t care’ when you do, and that it ‘doesn’t matter’ when it does.
I had to post these. Those shoes look like so much fun to walk in :) P.s Before you ask, these are from www.jakandjil.com/blog/
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“Every story has an end.. but in life, well.. Every ending, is just a new...”
– Princess Diaries (I think.)
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To Do:
This is extremely long, and I will be adding to it but here you go :)
Write a list of things I want to do in my life. Walk in the rain and not care about how I look. Ride on a jet-ski. Kiss someone in the rain. Meet people. Jump off a pier. Tell that person how I feel. Move on. Let go. Tell them they’re amazing just how they are. Save money. Spend money. Skinny dip. Travel alone. Travel with...
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Special.
When you know it’s you that’s got me pouring my feelings out onto a page, you should know that you’re special. And that you will be, for a long time, regardless of whether we still talk in the future or not.
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Teenage hopes;
We hold on so tight to what we already have. If we don’t let go of some things, how do we grow up? There’s too much that we haven’t seen and and too much we don’t know. It’d be better to just let ourselves grow.
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It's hard.
Sometimes when you’re unhappy or in some sort of trouble, it’s hard to convince yourself that there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, that this is not the end of the world and that there is hope for a brighter future. It’s hard, really hard, but you do it anyway. You do it for your family, your friends, and mostly, for yourself. You have to.
Today's been a long day..
I think it’s time for my bed, for some thinking to be done, and some sleeping to happen as well.
I couldn’t leave without posting this though..
Hope you’re all wonderful.
I smile for your existence
the-bee-hive:
Your mind is amazing. I love to read your words, to feel them touch my soul, to revel in the beauty that is you. You’re so complicated, and I know I only see a small fraction of that. If the visible colors are beautiful, what would the rest of the spectrum look like? Sometimes you say something simple that strikes me as profound genius. I want more; I want to hear you talk forever....
“I would tell you; do not let anyone or anything dictate the future of your life....”
– A beautiful, intelligent girl wrote this. It meant a lot to me when I read it. You can find her here - www.littleteaspoon.tumblr.com
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Disappointment.
Most of the time, waiting is the worst part. Especially when you know how close you are. It’s hard when the time finally does arrive and you find out it wasn’t what you expected. Disappointment washes over you. Not just a disappointment for other people, but disappointment in yourself too because you know full well you’re better than that. Then you wonder how you’re going to face...
