"Oh I only have eyes for you, and it’s so true."
You Me At Six.
Texting sucks. Facebook chat is terrible. And Skype sucks, too. All of these devices made to keep in contact with loved ones just suck because nothing is as good as the real deal. After spending every single hour in each of the past 8 days with you, I can easily say that I want you by my side every day. I want to fall asleep with you every night. I want to open my eyes in the morning and see you laying there. I want to be able to kiss you whenever I feel like it. I’m not saying that making a life together will be easy but it will most definitely be one hundred percent worth every little damn thing.
I love you.
How wondrous it will be when the day comes that I will be able to wake to your brilliant face every day for as long as humanly possible. I’ll watch as the wrinkles slowly become part of your skin, admiring the years that have faded away into the depth of your eyes.
And my god do I know it. I see it in your eyes, in your smile, in the warmth of your fingertips. I feel it in your touch, in your kiss, in the way you hold me in your arms. In the way you laugh when I say something dumb, in the way you’d spin the whole world on it’s axis if you could, just for me.
I can hardly believe my eyes when I look at you, I fall in love all over again, a million times more than before, every time I look deep into those gorgeous brown eyes.
I love you.
I know that this is not very fair of me to say considering there are lovers all over the world that live oceans apart and don’t get to see each other as often as I get to see you but it is what I have become accustomed to and so I will say that I miss you. I miss being by your side. I miss your kisses. I miss your hugs. I miss your snuggles. I miss your body. I miss your eyes. I miss your lips. I miss your hands. I miss your arms. I miss your laugh. I miss your smile. I miss your ears. I miss your neck. I miss your nose. I miss your chest. I miss your thoughts. I miss all of you every moment I am not with you and I am not afraid or ashamed to need you so much.
You know I look at you and I just.. I see this incredible person who is everything I need to get me through and I have no idea what to do with all of the emotions that are bursting out of my heart. I love you so much and I am so scared of losing you, of having to let you go because I know that it is inevitable. Just the thought of being without you makes my heart ache and tears well up in my eyes. I want you forever. All of you and all of me, together.
I look at you and I just, I don’t know how I got so lucky the first time around. This is the real deal, you and I. I will never forget the ways you’ve changed me, the way you’ve opened up my eyes.
Yeah, maybe I’m being naive, but maybe I’m not. Right now, it feels like we will make it through anything, that our love is so strong we can go the distance and isn’t that all that matters? How you feel in the moment? I mean, so what if he’s the first person I’ve ever felt this way about? Look at it this way, what if he’s the last person I’ll ever feel this way about? I’m not going to hide in the dark and lock away all my feelings for fear that this absolutely amazing thing we share will someday end. Everything ends, it’s inevitable. Maybe one (or both) of us will die, or maybe one day we just wont be able to make it work anymore, but either way, it’ll end. And though I honestly don’t feel like I would be able to deal with it ending, I’m not going to hide either.
You have opened up my eyes to so many things, things I didn’t even know about, things I hadn’t seen and things I had no idea I could feel. Without those things I definitely would not have become the person I am today, and that is someone I am proud to be. So maybe I am naive, but if this is what being naive feels like, then I don’t care. I’m happy with where I am, with who I am, with who you are and how we are.
I wouldn’t change a thing.
I cant even begin to explain what it feels like to know that you will be there when I open up my eyes to the world. To kiss me good morning, to tell me how much you love me and to hold me tight. I need that in my life, I need you in my life.
And so, he sat there for ten straight minutes, without a word, caressing her hair and watching the rise and fall of her chest with every breath. The breath that he could not believe she was breathing, for him. Neither of them moved. She stared up into his big, beautiful brown eyes, trying to think of words that would describe how she was feeling. Words that would describe how she felt with her head in his lap, her heart in his hands. Surely there had to be words for something as magnificent as that.
And my god, do I know it. I can see it in your eyes, in your smile, in the warmth of your fingertips. I feel it in your touch, in your kiss, in the way you hold me. I hear it in the voice you use to say those words to me, in the way you laugh at me. I know it ‘cause you’d spin the whole world on its axis, just for me if you could.
I see you and the world is right there in your eyes. It’s like everything stops and suddenly, it all means something. I can’t wait to be in your arms again.
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