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I know it will probably seem silly and insignificant right now but I hope when we live together, and even after many years of doing so, that the little things don’t disappear or become one person’s responsibility. Things like helping each other cook (well, you’ll do most of it because you know how much I suck) and alternating on the washing up and the drying and the emptying of the dishwasher (if you always put away the cutlery, I’ll do the rest). I cant wait to live with you. It’s just really nice to have the knowledge that even after more than two years of knowing each other, you still want me around, you still invite me over even though we’ve spent the last four days together and you know you have to drive me all the way home every time because I still don’t have my drivers license. Even after more than two years of spending time together, we still laugh lots, smile heaps, kiss each other all the time and want to spend every possible day together. I love it. I love us. I love you. As I lay in the middle of a bed that’s made for two, trying to fill the emptiness, I think about all the times we’ve been in a bed together, fallen asleep in each others arms and I realise that I should be thankful we’ve even had that much time; that we’ve even found one another because most people, they don’t even get to find someone that makes them feel the way you make me feel. And though I know this, it doesn’t change the fact that my bed is still so empty without you in it. I can’t wait to be in your room, in your bed, under the covers, our lips and our naked bodies pressed together, intertwined in such a way that there is no difference between where you start and I end. I’m terrified of us growing apart instead of together. I want to always be with you, I can’t see my life without you and I don’t even remember how I passed the time before you.
"Love is the answer at least for most of the questions in my heart. Like why are we here and where do we go and how come it’s so hard? It’s not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving but I’ll tell you one thing, it’s always better when we’re together."
Jack Johnson, Better Together.
I’m tired but I can’t sleep. I miss the feeling of you next to me. Of our bodies fitting together so perfectly. Of your skin on my skin, your lips on mine. Of the way you hold me and pull me in close. I want to fall asleep to your heart beating and the sound of your breathing. I love you more than ever. I honestly do not even think there are words that could possibly even begin to describe the weekend I had. It’s amazing how 24 hours can change so much and bring two people closer together than they ever have been before. Falling in love with you is like learning a new language. It takes time and patience. Sometimes, it can be difficult but other times, it’s easy and natural. Sometimes it just all comes together. |
